Greetings Mommy!
What an evening it was!
Its too early to tell for most stuff but couple things that stood out...
When you physically put diapers on me I have to admit that was a rush... It felt like I had no choice because you physically did it to me which was a totally more powerful experience from when you told me to do it myself. When you did it I "felt" it! I felt them being "put" on me...period.... It was the same feeling I get if you were going to put me in shackles or attach me to a cross where I am being fully dominated!.... no option to fuss or say no.... I felt that moment as if I were a baby... Then when you were able to make me pee on command was a mind trip! I still dont believe it! I think it shows you are getting into my head! nice... Then grabbing me by the hair and pulling me to my knees was right on target! The only way it could have had more effect on my brain is if you were to demonstrate and remind me of my true home and where I came from... Certain procedures and methods of doing things to and with me drive right to the core of my brain but I am nervous and frankly scared to talk about it at that deep level because of a few reasons....
first its like giving out the ingredients to a secret recipe (to my brain), and second I am scared you will think I am telling you how to Dominate... and I am scared I will offend you by "letting it all out"...
That and telling it all to you in that kind of detail and giving you all the keys and giving up all my little walls and defenses to you leaves me so vulnerable and open to get hurt and heart broken and that scares the hell out of me.
I re-typed this several times trying not to give it all away and still tell you....what you want to know and its very difficult. So anyway
Taking my clothes off in front of you made me nervous because I was the only one with them off but I got used to it ok. Work is work is work so there is not to much to say about that.. Over all I felt very comfortable with you and the day seemed to fly by and I did not want it to end. I would have stayed all night if I could. It feels like you would be able to dominate me all the way to full slavery if you want to go there with me... which from me is a huge mega compliment for a Domme :) Not only did I enjoy serving you but I enjoy your company as a person and a woman.... I am stil amazed at how you got into my head about the peeing and making wearing that diaper set more easily.
What was easy with you is not that easy for me now that I am away from your proximity because you oooze a sort of power that I receive like a radio! I cant wait to see you again!
The highlights of the day for me were when you personally put that diaper on me and adjusted to fit properly, grabbed my hair, ordered me to pee on command, and the gratifying feeling that I pleased you.
baby g
Hello Ms Black Satin,
This is Ashley's mom and I have turned to you for help.
For many years I had a stern Nanny that could keep grown ass son from behaving like a child. An unpotty trained toddler.
If Ashley can get away with it he would be in diapers 24/7 and he wont change himself. I was stuck having to care for his every need. So a few years back I hired a stern Nanny and she stopped all of his naught messy toddler behavior rather quickly and had him back to being potty trained pretty consistently. But she has taken another job and within a few days Ashley was back to wetting and pooping himself so I have him in diapers 24/7 again, provided he only uses them at home.
That was ok, for a little while, but now he has lost all "control". Do you know how embarrasing it is for me to be out shopping last night and he pooped his diaper? I had to leave right then and there to take the naughty boy home.
So I contacted his former Nanny and she told me how to get him back to potty trained:
"I would spend 3-4 10-15 minute spanking sessions with him. I would pull down the back of jis diaper and hand spank him over my knee first, just to get his bottom nice and red. Then I would put him in the corner for 5 minutes. At this point he would always wet himself, and sometimes poop himself. But no mind, it is part of the process and he is just being defiant but Nanny has more discipline tools at her disposal.
After I cleaned him up and changed him I would pull the back of his diaper down again and move on to a hairbrush for 10, or so minutes and then put him back into the corner. He will still usually wet himself again, but he will not poop.
So after corner time I will find that he is wet again, but that is ok as I am making progress. At this point sometimes I change him, sometimes I don't. Either way I am now going to spank him with a paddle or ruler, something wooden for a bit, and then I will put him over a chair or bed and take a belt to him. This is when he will finally be learning his lesson. For this last corner time I tell him that if he needs to go, he must tell me and I will expect him to make in the potty, or pot, or potty training pan.
And when he goes in the potty, not his diaper. That is when I praise and reward him."
So Ms Black Satin I am sending him to you to see what you can do to get him focused back on being potty trained. He does not know why I sent him to you but I trust you know what to do. I look forward to seeing his reddened and bruised bottom and using the threat of sending him back to you to keep him behaving like a potty trained adult, not an out of control man behaving like a toddler in diapers.
I will be sending him to you in diapers, that he will most like mess before he gets to yours, but please send him back to me having learned his lesson and not needing diapers.
Thank you so much for your time and consideration. And please don't look upon me poorly as a mother, Ashley is very difficult when he wants to be, but I can't spank him in the way and as hard as he needs to be.
Mommy
What an evening it was!
Its too early to tell for most stuff but couple things that stood out...
When you physically put diapers on me I have to admit that was a rush... It felt like I had no choice because you physically did it to me which was a totally more powerful experience from when you told me to do it myself. When you did it I "felt" it! I felt them being "put" on me...period.... It was the same feeling I get if you were going to put me in shackles or attach me to a cross where I am being fully dominated!.... no option to fuss or say no.... I felt that moment as if I were a baby... Then when you were able to make me pee on command was a mind trip! I still dont believe it! I think it shows you are getting into my head! nice... Then grabbing me by the hair and pulling me to my knees was right on target! The only way it could have had more effect on my brain is if you were to demonstrate and remind me of my true home and where I came from... Certain procedures and methods of doing things to and with me drive right to the core of my brain but I am nervous and frankly scared to talk about it at that deep level because of a few reasons....
first its like giving out the ingredients to a secret recipe (to my brain), and second I am scared you will think I am telling you how to Dominate... and I am scared I will offend you by "letting it all out"...
That and telling it all to you in that kind of detail and giving you all the keys and giving up all my little walls and defenses to you leaves me so vulnerable and open to get hurt and heart broken and that scares the hell out of me.
I re-typed this several times trying not to give it all away and still tell you....what you want to know and its very difficult. So anyway
Taking my clothes off in front of you made me nervous because I was the only one with them off but I got used to it ok. Work is work is work so there is not to much to say about that.. Over all I felt very comfortable with you and the day seemed to fly by and I did not want it to end. I would have stayed all night if I could. It feels like you would be able to dominate me all the way to full slavery if you want to go there with me... which from me is a huge mega compliment for a Domme :) Not only did I enjoy serving you but I enjoy your company as a person and a woman.... I am stil amazed at how you got into my head about the peeing and making wearing that diaper set more easily.
What was easy with you is not that easy for me now that I am away from your proximity because you oooze a sort of power that I receive like a radio! I cant wait to see you again!
The highlights of the day for me were when you personally put that diaper on me and adjusted to fit properly, grabbed my hair, ordered me to pee on command, and the gratifying feeling that I pleased you.
baby g
Hello Ms Black Satin,
This is Ashley's mom and I have turned to you for help.
For many years I had a stern Nanny that could keep grown ass son from behaving like a child. An unpotty trained toddler.
If Ashley can get away with it he would be in diapers 24/7 and he wont change himself. I was stuck having to care for his every need. So a few years back I hired a stern Nanny and she stopped all of his naught messy toddler behavior rather quickly and had him back to being potty trained pretty consistently. But she has taken another job and within a few days Ashley was back to wetting and pooping himself so I have him in diapers 24/7 again, provided he only uses them at home.
That was ok, for a little while, but now he has lost all "control". Do you know how embarrasing it is for me to be out shopping last night and he pooped his diaper? I had to leave right then and there to take the naughty boy home.
So I contacted his former Nanny and she told me how to get him back to potty trained:
"I would spend 3-4 10-15 minute spanking sessions with him. I would pull down the back of jis diaper and hand spank him over my knee first, just to get his bottom nice and red. Then I would put him in the corner for 5 minutes. At this point he would always wet himself, and sometimes poop himself. But no mind, it is part of the process and he is just being defiant but Nanny has more discipline tools at her disposal.
After I cleaned him up and changed him I would pull the back of his diaper down again and move on to a hairbrush for 10, or so minutes and then put him back into the corner. He will still usually wet himself again, but he will not poop.
So after corner time I will find that he is wet again, but that is ok as I am making progress. At this point sometimes I change him, sometimes I don't. Either way I am now going to spank him with a paddle or ruler, something wooden for a bit, and then I will put him over a chair or bed and take a belt to him. This is when he will finally be learning his lesson. For this last corner time I tell him that if he needs to go, he must tell me and I will expect him to make in the potty, or pot, or potty training pan.
And when he goes in the potty, not his diaper. That is when I praise and reward him."
So Ms Black Satin I am sending him to you to see what you can do to get him focused back on being potty trained. He does not know why I sent him to you but I trust you know what to do. I look forward to seeing his reddened and bruised bottom and using the threat of sending him back to you to keep him behaving like a potty trained adult, not an out of control man behaving like a toddler in diapers.
I will be sending him to you in diapers, that he will most like mess before he gets to yours, but please send him back to me having learned his lesson and not needing diapers.
Thank you so much for your time and consideration. And please don't look upon me poorly as a mother, Ashley is very difficult when he wants to be, but I can't spank him in the way and as hard as he needs to be.
Mommy